dont mistake my kindness for weakness

Finally got a parking spot in my apt.  No more driving around for half an hour to find a spot, walk 20 min in the wind and rain to get to my apt., then waking up and walk back to my car, unable to move my car cause two assholes decided to park bumper to bumper on my ass so that in order to get out, i have to move them with my car,  and then seeing a nasty scratch on bumper.  Garage parking is well worth the fifty dollars.   

To all my xanga stalkers:
Hope everyone's midterms go well,

hope Tim Leo (<---- homosexual) sells a car 

hope that that one sexy korean girl who's is really good at pool does well on her test (and stops smoking)

hope that derek jeter breaks his leg taking a crap

hope that that someone doesn't forget that we are watching kill bill on sat night

hope that that really sweet chinese girl from oklahoma is having the time of her life

Hope that tony is doing well, and if you need to, ill give you one of my smoker lungs

Song of the week: Dashboard Confessional - Hands down

"My hopes are so high, that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me, so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst or break or bury or wear as jewelery,
which ever you prefer."

wat a fun day.  Skool was easy, work was easier, and got my ass kicked by Melissa  @ pool (i let her win).  Rematch monday damnit!!!!!  But i got to give you props, you still got your stroke...and thanx for the potential recruit. 

i think im too nice to girls, and i get taken advantage of.  I need to be more of a dick lol, but oh well thats just me, im just naturally nice and i love to help people, but maybe I just need to be more selective to who i am nice to. 

but yay, fun times tonite, and tomorrow nite! 

damn those 830 classes! I feel like  a zombie that early in the morning.  I know im still half asleep cause i have a 20 min walk to my class and i spend the whole time lost in my own little world trying to figure out the limit of 3x/x-2 as x approaches 2, then getting really frustrated because i cannot solve it and inavertantly yell "fuck" to myself, while unintentionally staring at people walking along the way, who then give me a weird look,  which causes me to wake up and realize i am talking to myself.  I really need to  stop taking early morning classes. 

As i watch the leaves fall again (and check out the new freshmen), it hit me, that this is probably the last Autumn i will see in Seattle.  As i make my way to the end of my UDUB career, and continue ever so close to the next crossroad in my life, i cannot help but reminisce about all the good times (and bad times) that ive had here.  It will be so bitter sweet to leave this city, where the air is sweet and pure,  just like the people, where life is pretty slow and easy, and where the sun is never taken for granted.  A city where seasons change, and the long awaited summers are the most beautiful i have ever seen.  A place where everything is green, and so peaceful.  But the one thing i will miss the most is that handful of friends that i will have to part with.  You guys have been like family to me.  Thanx for helping me grow and to make my stay here so wonderful.  Words cannot express how much you guys mean to me.  You guys have helped me realize why they call this place the Emerald City.
at the same time though, i am very excited about the "next step" in my life, and especially looking forward to my europe trip in summer 2004.  I am turning 22 tomorrow, and i still have no idea where my path in life is headed, but ive learned to accept that there are things in life that you can never plan or predict, which is what makes life so exciting "you never know what you are going to get".  But i do know that it is time to leave Seattle, to where, i do not know, only time will tell.
okies, enough "mushy" stuff:
tonite: pool
tomorrow: bday=getting plastered despite me not wanting to
sat: work 9-7 (w/ hangover add additional 6 hours )  

monica is a lush and drives a Ford "Fuckus", but you are still "cool"

oh and bring me some damn sushi punk!